Lady's Chronicles

I wasn't able to post anything about the trip while I was gone...sorry 'bout that
so many things goin' on at the same time...Man it was nuts

so...I came back
happy
healthier
and everything else

and then...envy tries to get the best of me
of course it couldn't...I am stronger than that
it pisses me off, it makes me angry with the society we live on, 'cause is an absurd what people do to others they once "loved" or were "friends" with

but I guess this is life...this is the world we live in
everyone is crazy for atention, fame, and many other things, they don't care who they have to bring down to get what they want

but people are dumb, people are useless, they can't even try to mess with u without beein arseholes
Why I'm telling u guys this?

'cause people forget I'm not scared of tellin' people about things I do or say...I tell them all the time when they make me angry, when i curse, talk about them...cause i believe in pure HONESTY

when u do that, u don't have problems, u get along with people...yeah man, the truth hurts, but is important
and the most important: no matter what u feel, or how u do things in life, nobody can break a bond between u and your friend, unless u let them...and I never let them

so please, dear ones who loves to try and make my life miserable: u never get what u want, never will
I am a good person, i take care of people, i help, but when people try to stab me, they get to know an Alice that is not that kind and great...and I DO NOT GIVE SECOND CHANCES to snakes, so try as hard as u want...u'll never get me

I'm happy, i do what i want, what i like, i have wonderful (but few) friends, and a perfect family...God's with me all the time and everything u do to me, comes back to u...so know this:

Thanks for making me a FIGHTER!

So...I'm here in my room, sitting on a chair, in front of my computer watching as the clock goes by...hour after hour...
Anxiety's taking over just a bit...
Tomorrow beggins the process of "making whises come true"
Is a new year, a new life...everything's new, and I'm about to make one of my whises come true.
To travel abroad... Never knew onde day I would, and here I am, 16 hours away from enter a plane for the first time in my life.
Scared? I may say I think I'm not lol I mean, everything happens when God allows it, so... Is like this line I saw yesterday on twitter: God show us every single day, something that makes him aks us: do you trust me?" So yeah, I totally do...The thing is about new things happening in my life...Like, the first time I had bracets, or the first time I had surgery... The first day at college, the prank day...things like that, that makes u scared at first but relaxed afterwards. Just when I'm about to get up in some stage and dance my arse off, I get anxious...EVERY SINGLE TIME...
Back on track: My room was a mess a few hours earlier, now is acceptable lol.
Heavy bags, first aid, everything I need

the best: goin' with my best friend ever ^^
It's gonna be legen...WAIT FOR IT...dary!

ow, yeah...
destination: disney / new jersey / new york city

so, I don't know if I'll be able to post more often, I'll sure try just to keep every' updated about what's goin' on there.

XD